An Old Heart

How young I am!    Ah! heaven, this curse of youth
    Doth mock me from my mirror with great eyes,
And pulsing veins repeat the unwelcome truth,
    That I must live, though hope within me dies.

So young, and yet I have had all of life.
    Why, men have lived to see a hundred years,
Who have not known the rapture, joy, and strife
    Of my brief youth, its passion and its tears.

Oh! what are years?    A ripe three score and ten
    Hold often less of life, in its best sense,
Than just a twelvemonth lived by other men,
    Whose high-strung souls are ardent and intense.

But having seen all depths and scaled all heights,
    Having a heart love thrilled, and sorrow wrung,
Knowing all pains, all pleasures, all delights,
    Now I would die -but cannot, being young.

Nothing is left me, but supreme despair;
    The bitter dregs that tell of wasted wine.
Come furrowed brow, dull eye, and frosted hair,
    Companions fit for this old heart of mine.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Ella Wheeler Wilcox was an American author and poet, born on November 5, 1850, and died on October 30, 1919. She was known for her works expressing optimistic views and moral lessons. Her most famous book was 'Poems of Passion'. Her poem 'Solitude' contains the famous lines, 'Laugh, and the world laughs with you; weep, and you weep alone'. Over her career, Wilcox became popularly known as a 'people's poet'.

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Worn Out

I saw a young heart in the grasp of pain;
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Life

On a bleak, bald hill with a dull world under,
    The dreary world of the Commonplace,
I have stood when the whole world seemed a blunder
    Of dotard Time, in an aimless race.
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    Yet deep in my soul was a rapture spring
That made me cry to the grey sky o'er me:
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    While cold and starving, though clothed and fed,
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    Is harder to bear than the need of bread.
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    I have thrilled with the glory of being alive.

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Discontent

Like a thorn in the flesh, like a fly in the mesh,
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The wild unrest of the heart in my breast
    Tortures me more and more.
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    Like a child that is lost at night,
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Divorced

Thinking of one thing all day long, at night
I fall asleep, brain weary and heart sore;
But only for a little while.    At three,
Sometimes at two o'clock, I wake and lie,
Staring out into darkness; while my thoughts
Begin the weary treadmill-toil again,
From that white marriage morning of our youth
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Your kisses on my cheek - and long to break
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But cannot weep; the fountain has run dry.

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Unrest

In the youth of the year, when the birds were building,
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    I sighed for the season of sun and rose,
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    And wooed her, and won her, and made her queen.
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