Fate Knows no Tears

Just as the dawn of Love was breaking
    Across the weary world of grey,
Just as my life once more was waking
    As roses waken late in May,
Fate, blindly cruel and havoc-making,
    Stepped in and carried you away.

Memories have I none in keeping
    Of times I held you near my heart,
Of dreams when we were near to weeping
    That dawn should bid us rise and part;
Never, alas, I saw you sleeping
    With soft closed eyes and lips apart,

Breathing my name still through your dreaming. -
    Ah! had you stayed, such things had been!
But Fate, unheeding human scheming,
    Serenely reckless came between -
Fate with her cold eyes hard and gleaming
    Unseared by all the sorrow seen.

Ah! well-beloved, I never told you,
    I did not show in speech or song,
How at the end I longed to fold you
    Close in my arms; so fierce and strong
The longing grew to have and hold you,
    You, and you only, all life long.

They who know nothing call me fickle,
    Keen to pursue and loth to keep.
Ah, could they see these tears that trickle
    From eyes erstwhile too proud to weep.
Could see me, prone, beneath the sickle,
    While pain and sorrow stand and reap!

Unopened scarce, yet overblown, lie
    The hopes that rose-like round me grew,
The lights are low, and more than lonely
    This life I lead apart from you.
Come back, come back!    I want you only,
    And you who loved me never knew.

You loved me, pleaded for compassion
    On all the pain I would not share;
And I in weary, halting fashion
    Was loth to listen, long to care;
But now, dear God! I faint with passion
    For your far eyes and distant hair.

Yes, I am faint with love, and broken
    With sleepless nights and empty days;
I want your soft words fiercely spoken,
    Your tender looks and wayward ways -
Want that strange smile that gave me token
    Of many things that no man says.

Cold was I, weary, slow to waken
    Till, startled by your ardent eyes,
I felt the soul within me shaken
    And long-forgotten senses rise;
But in that moment you were taken,
    And thus we lost our Paradise!

Farewell, we may not now recover
    That golden "Then" misspent, passed by,
We shall not meet as loved and lover
    Here, or hereafter, you and I.
My time for loving you is over,
    Love has no future, but to die.

And thus we part, with no believing
    In any chance of future years.
We have no idle self-deceiving,
    No half-consoling hopes and fears;
We know the Gods grant no retrieving
    A wasted chance.    Fate knows no tears.