Loneliness.

Dear, I am lonely, for the bay is still
    As any hill-girt lake; the long brown beach
    Lies bare and wet. As far as eye can reach
There is no motion. Even on the hill
    Where the breeze loves to wander I can see
    No stir of leaves, nor any waving tree.

There is a great red cliff that fronts my view
    A bare, unsightly thing; it angers me
    With its unswerving-grim monotony.
The mackerel weir, with branching boughs askew
    Stands like a fire-swept forest, while the sea
    Laps it, with soothing sighs, continually.

There are no tempests in this sheltered bay,
    The stillness frets me, and I long to be
    Where winds sweep strong and blow tempestuously,
To stand upon some hill-top far away
    And face a gathering gale, and let the stress
    Of Nature's mood subdue my restlessness.

An impulse seizes me, a mad desire
    To tear away that red-browed cliff, to sweep
    Its crest of trees and huts into the deep;
To force a gap by axe, or storm, or fire,
    And let rush in with motion glad and free
    The rolling waves of the wild wondrous sea.

Sometimes I wonder if I am the child
    Of calm, law-loving parents, or a stray
    From some wild gypsy camp. I cannot stay
Quiet among my fellows; when this wild
    Longing for freedom takes me I must fly
    To my dear woods and know my liberty.

It is this cringing to a social law
    That I despise, these changing, senseless forms
    Of fashion! And until a thousand storms
Of God's impatience shall reveal the flaw
    In man's pet system, he will weave the spell
    About his heart and dream that all is well.

Ah! Life is hard, Dear Heart, for I am left
    To battle with my old-time fears alone
    I must live calmly on, and make no moan
Though of my hoped-for happiness bereft.
    Thou wilt not come, and still the red cliff lies
    Hiding my ocean from these longing eyes.