Quand Meme.

I strove, like Israel, with my youth,
    And said, "Till thou bestow
Upon my life Love's joy and truth,
    I will not let thee go."

And sudden on my night there woke
    The trouble of the dawn;
Out of the east the red light broke,
    To broaden on and on.

And now let death be far or nigh,
    Let fortune gloom or shine,
I cannot all untimely die,
    For love, for love is mine.

My days are tuned to finer chords,
    And lit by higher suns;
Through all my thoughts and all my words
    A purer purpose runs.

The blank page of my heart grows rife
    With wealth of tender lore;
Her image, stamped upon my life,
    Gives value evermore.

She is so noble, firm, and true,
    I drink truth from her eyes,
As violets gain the heaven's own blue
    In gazing at the skies.

No matter if my hands attain
    The golden crown or cross;
Only to love is such a gain
    That losing is not loss.

And thus whatever fate betide
    Of rapture or of pain,
If storm or sun the future hide,
    My love is not in vain.

So only thanks are on my lips;
    And through my love I see
My earliest dreams, like freighted ships,
    Come sailing home to me.