To A Young Poet Who Killed Himself

When you had played with life a space
    And made it drink and lust and sing,
You flung it back into God's face
    And thought you did a noble thing.
"Lo, I have lived and loved," you said,
    "And sung to fools too dull to hear me.
Now for a cool and grassy bed
    With violets in blossom near me."

Well, rest is good for weary feet,
    Although they ran for no great prize;
And violets are very sweet,
    Although their roots are in your eyes.
But hark to what the earthworms say
    Who share with you your muddy haven:
"The fight was on -- you ran away.
    You are a coward and a craven.

"The rug is ruined where you bled;
    It was a dirty way to die!
To put a bullet through your head
    And make a silly woman cry!
You could not vex the merry stars
    Nor make them heed you, dead or living.
Not all your puny anger mars
    God's irresistible forgiving.

"Yes, God forgives and men forget,
    And you're forgiven and forgotten.
You might be gaily sinning yet
    And quick and fresh instead of rotten.
And when you think of love and fame
    And all that might have come to pass,
Then don't you feel a little shame?
    And don't you think you were an ass?"

Alfred Joyce Kilmer

Alfred Joyce Kilmer

Alfred Joyce Kilmer was an American poet, journalist, literary critic, lecturer, and soldier. Though a prolific poet whose works celebrated the common beauty of the natural world, he is best known for a short poem titled 'Trees' (1913), which was published in Poetry: A Magazine of Verse. Kilmer's work has been widely anthologized and remains well-loved. He died during World War I in France at the age of 31.

Alfred Joyce Kilmer

English

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